My heart can’t take much more

OK so I randomly started writing this on a Skype chat room with Commie Thwarter Dan and Twiggyluvsyou... I just couldn't stop typing... Here is what came of that

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My heart can’t take much more
As I step out the door
and I try to implore
what I was really meant for
so now I see
what is killing me
and If I can’t take

all these things that I fake
apart from me I see
all I left behind me
and now I try to understand
how I become that kind of man
where I will never stand
and now they all try to demand

something I just don’t have in my hand
it’s kinda like a king
who is always bringing some thing
to break me down
before I have time to look around
and it’s just so apart of me
that I can’t leave

Its all something that makes me want to grieve
and I can’t handle all this pain
I realize what have I to do is look in this vein
that’s all crazy I must admit
you realize that I can’t quit
I have to press on through this pain
but I realize I have him to help me through
all this stuff that makes me ...sad?
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So yeah that's all that I wrote so far...

Night Falls to Dawn

OK so I randomly started to type this up a long while ago so .... yeah its kinda lame........


Night falls to dawn
all upon the light
that makes a capable to fight
for us to see the sun
in the area we run
from the great disasters
I fight all of the masters
that know the moves
to blow us to some thing new
to a place where we see
just who we are meant to be
as we run
to pass this scene
to apply a means
to attack the day
to make us turn away
from what we knew
to go up and through all these things
that seem so real
only to realize
we wont get our daily meal
and now we descend
to a place we have been
before to the darkness
and to the night
before we scream from fright
and now we sleep
and we don't dare make a peep
so the day will stay away
from what I plan today


... OK I'm done...

Talent?

OK so tonight is the talent night (whoopdedingledo) ... and it hit me... you could just get up on stage and tell a random stupid story and that would be considered talent ... too bad ... I'm playing a song instead...