Depression 2

Depression seems like a daily routine to me now .... Only now I'm getting so used to it ... because I've been like this for months ... I don't enjoy it (not that anyone would) I just feel kinda emotionless sometimes and at other times I feel like I should know something is wrong ... but I don't feel like that ... I feel like this is who I am ... and I know thats a lie ... I don't know what to do really .... any ideas?