Pain

So recently my legs and back have been in minor pain ... But since a few days ago I had random pain spurts ... Now I know it might just be from growing pains but I don't know ... If it's not and it gets any worse I will probably have a cane ... Or just take pain meds ... Aside from physical pain ... My thoughts haven been so great ... But i'm trying to relax and focus on the good :D

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Heartless

Well ... Im not even sure if I should share this until I know for sure what is going on ... I guess I should start with a story ...
My grandfather died from a heart attack at a somewhat young age ... Around 50 I do believe ... Now what that has to do with is me ... Within the past few weeks/months ... I have had heart pains ... Now you may think "oh well everyone gets heart throbs here and there" ... But I had heart pains almost everyday ... So as anyone would I went to the doctors office and had a physical ... During the physical the doctor told me "if your heart hurts for more than 5 minutes you need to let me know" so for the next week I made sure I kept track of how long the pain lasted ... After about 3 days it just stopped hurting ... And then one sunday during youth it hurt .. Not bad but it was constant ... So I made another appointment ... During the appointment I felt ... Worried ... I had tests run and nothing really showed up from it although he noticed something odd about the rhythm of my heartbeat ... He also told me that coffee could cause that but not for over 5 min. Then they took blood and I was done ... No answered questioned ... Though I am suppose to go to some sort of heart health center ... For more tests...

Now I don't want you people to worry or be fearful ... I don't want you to be ... I want you to pray and be faithful ... All the days I have are numbered by God not by man ... If im to go today or in 90 years it makes no difference to me...

Manic Monday's

OK ... so on Monday I woke up at the Wilson's house and got ready for my day ...
Mainly playing Halo 3 online ... After about 4 hours of sitting around doing stuff I left with my friend Michael to get lunch at the outback.
Sadly they don't open till 4pm ... so we just left ...
I then was dropped off at the church and decided to walk all the way to Starbucks and back.
On my way back I saw a guy holding a cardboard sign I looked at him but all I saw was a man... I didn't even take the time to read the sign ... After about 20 seconds after walking away I wanted to walk back and read the sign and see if the guy needed help ... but I was carrying 2 cups of coffee and a doughnut (I know those reasons suck)...
After both of my classes I started to wait for drama to start ... sadly I didn't have a laptop or really anything to entertain my self so I got up and walked around after the first hour...
Then drama started ... and because of a recent "occurrence" I felt really sad ... so I put on my headphones and waited for it to be over ... then my brother came and drove me home...