Movies ... Bleh ...

Recently movie making has been ... Hard ... I've had trouble with just about every aspect of movies! ...
Actors, editing, and ideas .... It seems hopeless... Right now I have maybe four unedited movies and its getting on my nerves, mainly because my WiNdOwS (hate it so much) computer keeps closing the movie editing program for no particular reason. And when it comes to my actors they randomly sing or just start talking randomly ...
Ideas ... I have none ... but I'm trying to write scripts and such ... also making a big movie would be fun...
So sometime this month or next... I'm going to buckle down on ideas and stuff! Any beastly ideas?

- Matt //TheBread// Pokorny

Potato?

I realized just a moment ago ... The word potato is a really strange word... If said really fast "potato" sounds like... Potato ... (ok I'm just making this up as I go) also something to think about... Why isn't anyone named "Potato" ... I think I might have my name changed ... To Paul mcveryshort... It will be ironic ...

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Classes + Possible Job + Acting = Sucks

Well now that I have my license I'm gonna need a job ... but I also have classes I need to take ... Plus I'm gonna be joining an acting group called CYT .
Now all this stuff seems like it will be fun ... but I feel somewhat overwhelmed .. I might have to drop some of the stuff I like to do like art or filming or even Halo 3 ... (please let it not be halo 3)...
But to be honest these activities will be fun ... and give me skills for life ... too bad it could be all for not

People Need to Post

Well ... It seems to me that people other than me and Twiggyluvsyou need to post stories and ideas! Hopes and dreams, random sentences about tacos! And I don't care if you think its pointless DO IT because it isn't pointless... it's very enjoyable to read about my friends' life. So yeah ... I'm addicted to blogging ...or at least "My Dear Beast" in closing ... PEOPLE NEED TO POST!

Givingthanks

Well I thought it would be appropriate for me to make a list of things that I thank God for...
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My Good Friends
My Family
God (duh)
My Health (I could be dead without God's grace)
My Skills (Art, movie making, acting, and many many more)
My Possessions (I could do without them but I'm thankful for them)
Music (I absolutely love music)
Coffee
Carpet (seriously the floor would be frickin hard)

I can't think of much more but I know I have been blessed to the millionth degree ... no higher than that

My heart can’t take much more

OK so I randomly started writing this on a Skype chat room with Commie Thwarter Dan and Twiggyluvsyou... I just couldn't stop typing... Here is what came of that

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My heart can’t take much more
As I step out the door
and I try to implore
what I was really meant for
so now I see
what is killing me
and If I can’t take

all these things that I fake
apart from me I see
all I left behind me
and now I try to understand
how I become that kind of man
where I will never stand
and now they all try to demand

something I just don’t have in my hand
it’s kinda like a king
who is always bringing some thing
to break me down
before I have time to look around
and it’s just so apart of me
that I can’t leave

Its all something that makes me want to grieve
and I can’t handle all this pain
I realize what have I to do is look in this vein
that’s all crazy I must admit
you realize that I can’t quit
I have to press on through this pain
but I realize I have him to help me through
all this stuff that makes me ...sad?
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So yeah that's all that I wrote so far...

OK something is wrong ..... seriously ...

OK something is seriously wrong. And to be truthful ... I have no idea what it is... I just feel like a failure or just ... something is off ... anyway I guess I'm just venting my problems ...

Keep me in prayer plz!

Night Falls to Dawn

OK so I randomly started to type this up a long while ago so .... yeah its kinda lame........


Night falls to dawn
all upon the light
that makes a capable to fight
for us to see the sun
in the area we run
from the great disasters
I fight all of the masters
that know the moves
to blow us to some thing new
to a place where we see
just who we are meant to be
as we run
to pass this scene
to apply a means
to attack the day
to make us turn away
from what we knew
to go up and through all these things
that seem so real
only to realize
we wont get our daily meal
and now we descend
to a place we have been
before to the darkness
and to the night
before we scream from fright
and now we sleep
and we don't dare make a peep
so the day will stay away
from what I plan today


... OK I'm done...

Yes, I'll Take a Hamburger

Stupid. Friggin. PETA. I like meat. Let me eat it in peace.

The PETA promotes their cause with naked women. The PETA made SEGA pull an ad from the air because it featured chimpanzees. Why? These ones were trained chimpanzees. TRAINED CHIMPANZEES. What else do they use to promote their cause? Dead animals. Don't question how they got it. Just obey.