Movies ... Bleh ...

Recently movie making has been ... Hard ... I've had trouble with just about every aspect of movies! ...
Actors, editing, and ideas .... It seems hopeless... Right now I have maybe four unedited movies and its getting on my nerves, mainly because my WiNdOwS (hate it so much) computer keeps closing the movie editing program for no particular reason. And when it comes to my actors they randomly sing or just start talking randomly ...
Ideas ... I have none ... but I'm trying to write scripts and such ... also making a big movie would be fun...
So sometime this month or next... I'm going to buckle down on ideas and stuff! Any beastly ideas?

- Matt //TheBread// Pokorny

So I need to post here

I really do. This is like a really cool idea and I feel bad for letting it like run away into nowhereville. So My life has been alright lately. I am getting the hang of work, school is manegable and I am like chilling with friends almost three days a week. PLUS THIS SAT I AM GOING TO KD!!! (Kings Dominion for the unsavy or just confused :P) Well I don't have much more to say so I guess I will post my april fools pic. I heart it. I look tough. Or like a drug addict. Or lindsay lohan. Or a lindsay lohan wannabe who is addicted to drugs.

Potato?

I realized just a moment ago ... The word potato is a really strange word... If said really fast "potato" sounds like... Potato ... (ok I'm just making this up as I go) also something to think about... Why isn't anyone named "Potato" ... I think I might have my name changed ... To Paul mcveryshort... It will be ironic ...

[Posted via iPhone]

Pain

So recently my legs and back have been in minor pain ... But since a few days ago I had random pain spurts ... Now I know it might just be from growing pains but I don't know ... If it's not and it gets any worse I will probably have a cane ... Or just take pain meds ... Aside from physical pain ... My thoughts haven been so great ... But i'm trying to relax and focus on the good :D

[Posted with iBlogger from my iPhone]

Not Dead!

I will not allow this to happen! I shall keep this beast alive! I pledge to post one story a week for .... well.... a really long time! LONG LIVE THE BEAST!

Snow does magical things...

Snow can make people feel a variety of feelings. Some hate it because they have to drive through it and the idea of shoveling their own sidewalk chills them to their very bones. Some love it because that means they don't have to go to class, to work, or don't have to do any other number of boring tasks. I love snow for very basic reasons. If the day plays itself well, you will have an incalucalbe amount of fun with friends by sledding, tubing or making a fort (which is how I spent my snow day). Some would say its silly that a 20 year old would get so much joy out of simple powdery white stuff. "Its just precipitation" some might say. I say, its God giving me a gift in the form of a snow castle and some good times with a good friend.

Dead?

My Dear Beast appears to be dead ... It must be brought back to life ... or it must die

Prayer Works

I just want to give thanks to Jesus! I owe Him so much and I realized today what a jerk I've been to Him lately. I was feeling crappy today...nothing bad happened at all.. actually just the opposite, but I couldnt get rid of the sad, down feeling. So I shot up a prayer and 2 hours later, I felt great! He answers prayer. and today He reminded me of how much he cares even about the little things.

Freedom

So life is great except for one thing.... my parents.  I feel very much like they are trying to have control over my life and because they feel like they are loosing control, they are becoming more strict.  Right now I'm working 21 hours a week and going to school for 19 hours. Both of these things Im doing for them. They want me to work and I have to go to school. So when I'm not working or at school, I want to do what I love to do: hang out with my friends. But my parents keep complaining that I'm never home and that I never do anything around the house, and that when I am home, I'm not socializing with my family. The stress of home and these things that they keep telling me makes me not want to be here even more. I love work. I'd rather be there than home. I'd rather be at school doing homework than at home. I'm not allowed to go anywhere without telling them every detail about where I'm going and when. I love when class lets out early because I have the time to do something (like go to the store or out to eat) before I'm expected to be home. I got in trouble for going to Kohl's after work one day without letting my mom know...and I was still home before the time they expected me home. In 7 months, I would have been going away to college (if I had not decided to stay at Germanna). That means I would not be living at home. I would have the freedom to go anywhere, anytime, spend my money on what I want, and decide my own bed time. I'm not even close to having those freedoms right now. I'm sitting here thinking...maybe I do want to go away to college in the fall. but the reason I'd want to go away is the same reason I want to stay. MY FRIENDS. If I go away I'd have the freedom but no one to spend it with.  There are a few things that I really want to do aside from those little things. 3 trips. I dont think my parents will let me go on any of them because they are overnight and without known adults. I feel like saying "COME ON, mom and dad!! you'd know no one at college if I went away! Thats my thoughts lately... oh and I'm 18. 

Prayer ... and other things

Just in case anyone reads this blog anymore.... I could really use some prayer .... my life feels real bad so ... yeah